Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Pathian zahlo in ti ringtu tha

In veng chhungah sunday school zirtirtu fel hmel tak, tlema Biak In hlat deuhte melh hrek hrek, a hnua an zirtirtu pui nen ngeia chesuala kohhran phuar hial ngai khawp an awm em? An tam viau ang tih a lang reng. Chu mai a la ni lo cheu, Pathian fakna hla saa rawngbawl chiam chiama 'inngaihna sual' vanga mualpho leh ta hi engzat nge he ringtu tamna ramah hian kan neih tak le?
A hmei apain raina khawpa chesual tur chuan vawi hnih khat chauh a ni lo ang tih chu thil chiang tak mai a ni a, tin, vawikhat an lo chesual a nih pawhin chu chu raina khawpa fuh pawh ni se, an rai hma emaw, rai hnuah emaw an chesual zui lo vang tih a sawi theih loh. 'Thingkunga vawikhat kan lawn theih tawh chuan kan lawnna ngaiah khan kan lawn kan lawn thei mai a ni' an tih ang deuh hian vawikhat a nih zauh tawh chuan mipain hmeichhia an zuam a, hmeichhia an tang ngam lo a, an chesual fo ta mai a ni.


He 'original sin' hi ti reng chunga rawngbawla mite hmaa zai emaw, sunday school zirtirtua tan chhunzawm emaw, KTP, TKP etc. a 'active' taka rau awm taka kan la in hmang thei tak hi alawm rapthlak lai ber mai chu. A saptawngin han thailang ve khanglang ila, engvangin nge 'quilty feeling' hi kan neih theih hlawl loh. Sual lian tak kan ti a nih chuan Pathian mithmuah 'misual leh tenawm' nia in ngaia 'inthlahrun' ve eihna kan nei lo ber mai hi kan 'in ti ringtu tha Pathian tihna nei miah lo' kan ni mai law'ng maw?


Mite'n an hriatchhuah hma chu tia sual rapthlak tak 'ti' reng chunga Kohhran rawngbawlna dawhsana la lawn reng a, fel ber leh rau ber hmel kan la pu thei hi a 'lem Kristian' kan nihna lai tak chu a ni ngei ang.


Zaithiam pakhat chu hmeichhiat mipat lama a mualpho dawn tih a inhriat reng tawh hnuah rawngbawlin a la fehchhuak a, mite hmaah fakna hla sain maimitchhing duar duarin a la zai thei. Mahse hemi hnu lawk hian a mualpho ta tho tho si a ni. Hei hi em ni kan Gospel singer thenkhatte nun dan tur ni chu? Thenkhat tihtak zeta zaia rawngbawl an awm lai hian a dera nungte hian an tihmelhem thin asin.


Gospel singer ngawr ngawr sawiselna ni lovin, a dera nung sawisel hi a tul ta. Gospel singer tam zawk khan mite'n an sawi dan cheu hi in duh vak lo ang, 'Vodka chuan rim a nei lo a, Gospel singer te zu alawm' an tih tak hi! Russia ram siamchhuah khawvela ZU lar ber pawl chu a RIM avangin Gospel singer thenkhat chuan SUALAH an ngai ta a ni maw! In rawngbawl pui Gospel singer thenkhat, hetianga fihlimte tan hian a va na dawn em!


Hei hi a ni kan ram dinhmun chiang tak chu, Kohhran pawh kawrah kan hmang tawh a, lemchanna atan rawngbawlna hi tam tak chuan kan hmang ta mek zawng a nih hi.
Mizo zinga ziaktu lar tak pakhat chuan, "Kohhrana rawngbawlna hi LEMCHANNA KHAWVEL a ni zo ta, a tam zawk hi chuan Pathian fakin rinna tak tak nen inngaitlawm takin rawng an bawl a, hetihlai hian lemchang hi an tam zo zai lutuk," tiin a sawi a, a pawmawm phian mai.
Kristianna leh rawngbawlna hi tih mai mai chi a ni lovin kei chuan ka ring tlat, Kristianna hi a nawlpuia kalpui chi a ni chiah em? Kan in pe tak tak dawn a nih chuan dam chhung thil a ni, "An chesual a, tunah chuan Pathianah harhtharna an nei leh tawh a, an fakawm khawp mai, amah pawh a hlim khawp mai," tihte hlei hlei hi khawvela NGAIHDAN hmanga inhnemna mai mai.
Mite hmaa kan dina Pathian tana Kohhran kaltlanga rawng kan bawl a nih tawh phawt hi chuan mite'n 'idol' ah min lo hmang thuai mai tih hi kan hriat nawn hi a ngai hle a ni. I chauh avang leh i chetsual avanga khatiang i thil tihsual kha 'pawi lo a niang' tihna nei tawk hi mi tam tak an awm tih hi hriat nawn fo a ngai a nia.


Ani pawh rawngbawltu leh Kohhran tana mi tangkai a ni a, anni pawh zaithiam lar rawngbawlnaa thawhhlawk tak an ni a, ani phei chu Kohhranah a kula tai a ni tawh an tihte'n an sual tih ngam loh an lo tih hian mi tam tak chuan kha sual kha ngaihzamna an nei thuai a. Mihringah nasa taka an lo innghah ve thin avangin an tlu ve ta thin a ni.


I tluk avanga mi tam tak an tluk ai chuan i insum a ngai a ni, a nih loh chuan mite hriat hmaa i lo tlu palh tawh a nih chuan i insiamthat a ngai tihna a ni mai. Chuti ni lova mite hriat tur thlenga rawngbawltu si i thleng a nih chuan i 'nep' hle tihna a ni lo thei lo. Sual hi mihring hian kan thup thei, mahse thup sen loh sual thlentu chu sual thup vang chauh hi a ni. I chesual a, mite'n an hre kher lo a nih pawhin 'quilty feeling' nei ang che, nasa taka insiamthat tum ang la, ti tawh ngai lo turin Insiamtharna tur zawng ta che, i rawngbawlna kal lai pawh kha chhunzawm hrih lo mai rawh, thawk turin i fuh chiah rih lo, nakinah i insiamtha ang a, i la kir leh em em ang, chuti ni lova i chhunzawm a, i 'ignore' zel a nih chuan a tawpah mualphona leh mi tam tak tlukna i thlen thei.


A hrim hrimin Pathian tana inpea rawngbawlna hial nei tawhte phei hi chu tluk tluk tur pawh niin a lang lo. Chhuanlam siam kan tlu zel dawn a nih chuan a ngaihna a awm lo viau ang, Pastor te hi an tlu an tlu lo vang, Pastor emaw, Father emaw han mualpho tak hi sawi tur an vang pharh mai. An invawng a, an rawngbawlnaah an chiang.


An laka kan rinawm em em laia kan hmangaih takte kan lakah an lo rinawm lo a, tum khat chiah pawh rinawm loa an lo awm a nih chuan kan rilru a na hle ang, keimahni pawh kan rinawm chuang loa anni pawh an rinawm chuang lo a nih chuan kan ngaizam viau mai thei. Hetiang deuh hian mihring lam atang pawhin teh ila, kan mi rin ve em em Kohhrana rawngbawltu leh zaithiamte an rinawm loh a, tumkhat chiah pawh an rinawm lo a nih hi chuan rin zawh an har viau tawhin a rinawm, Pathian tan phei chuan a rilru nat thlak viau ta ve ang.


Kohhran rawngbawlna ngaihven vak lo phei chuan hetianga mi challang deuh leh kohhran chhung ngeia mi tangkai tak tak an chetsual leh thin hian an nuih tet tet thin tih hriat hi a tha khawp mai, hei hian Kohhrana thalaite hi 'rinhlehna' lian tak a neihtir thin a, "Heti hian nalh tak takin an inchei a, Bible an hum a, chumi khamiah kan tawngtai an ti a, a tawpah an in rai leh mai zel..." tia sawi tawk an awm hi haw mai loa mahni inenfiahna atana hman a tha hle ang.

5 comments:

  1. eee Pu Zo, a va ropui ve blog te i rawn chhuah chu. i hman hunah Mizo Bloggers Directory ah khan rawn in register ve la. orkut ah pawh ka hmu nawlh mai che :)

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  3. Han chhuah hluai teh a. A dik ngawt a sin nun der kan ura lutuk hi chu a pawi dawn chauh.

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  4. Dik khawp mai

    Sunde Sikul zirtirtu, eng tik lai poha zu in thei mai etc etc

    Ka thiante ngei poh an him chuang lo...Kohhranin a ruat miau a

    Amaherawhchu, kan thianpa 1 ve thung chu, an gr KTP ah dinhmun a nei a, a thlah fel hmak a...mahse a pha a, zirlai tur vangin, chuan a in zawm lehnghal

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